I am officially NINE MONTHS and HALF WAY in the mission! I am so excited about it. I can confidently say that I have accomplished a lot during my 9 months of missionary service. I have successfully memorized every EFY song since 2007, I can speak another language, I have shed lots of tears, as well as smiled quite a bit. Missionary work is hard on a whole new level, but it's fulfilling on that same level. I'm glad I am here.
It's been another week. On Monday we did P-Day things like emailed the ones we love, ate at Mang Inesal(that means nothing to those who've never been, but to those of you who've served in the PH, you're probably missing it right now, no? Ha ha)
Tuesday, we had some fun. We went to a members house, and they fed us some beetles- no joke. I even have a signed note that they wrote me, saying that I did indeed eat the butt of a may beetle. Lucky me, no? ;)
Wednesday we taught Anne, and during the lesson, she was asked if she had a testimony, and in came the waterworks. She told us that even if she didn't want to believe, she couldn't deny what she knows. She has such a strong testimony. Now it's all about what she has to be willing to give up for the gospel. God asks us to make sacrifices, and if we are faithful, He promises that our reward will be so much greater than ANYTHING we will ever give up. Read the story of Kind Lamoni's father who was willing to give ANYTHING for Salvation- Alma 22
Thursday I learned two things: one is that you can in fact get so tired of eating food. RIGHT? I never thought I would say those words, but I am so tired of eating food. Ha ha the members are way too nice. They passed around a "Feed The Missionaries Calendar" and we have dinner appointments every day until August. I'M EXHAUSTED hahahah. So funny. They're way too nice.
And the other thing I learned falls on a much deeper scale, and it's about sorrow, and the role it plays in our lives. Sorrow and hardships are pretty much dreaded to say the least, but it's wonderful in the long run if we are faithful. The most wonderful and amazing people we know are those who know sorrow well, and it's because their trials have given them a depth of soul, something deeper to build their lives on, and that's beautiful.
If you know me, you know that I absolutely love poetry, and thei week, I hard a poem that describes my point perfectly:
I walked a mile with Pleasure, she chattered all the way, but left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow, and not a word said she, but oh the things I learned from her, when Sorrow walked with me.
Isn't that nice? No one wants trials in their lives- I'm sure you dont want them, and I can tell you now that I'd prefer bliss to fire, but that comes perfectly in the next life if we are faithful and endure our trials well. Note the word "IF" (Alma 37:44-45)
So when the troubles and hardships come- and they will- don't fight it. Allow the tears to flow. We are not meant to be invincible, we bruise easily, and the heart is soft; prone to bleed at the slightest touch. It is in those moments of sadness that we much be brave enough to allow Christ in, to let Him be present in our pain; our sorrow is seen by Christ. One day, He will wipe away every tear, He will hold us tight, but for now we much pray through the pain. He understands the sorrow that is whithin you, for He was a man of many sorrows, He wept alone, He was tormented and forsaken. Believe me, a man who has been forsaken such as Christ will never forsake you.
Jesus is the only person who knows all that you have been through. He is the only one who knows the deepest darkest spots of your soul, and still He remains. Jesus has the scars to prove that He is trustworthy, He had the only heart that bled for you. He will never stop loving you.
So what we learned this week: is that trials make you stronger. :) So embrace them, and love them. Even though they're rough. Let them build you, and you'll come out of the fire renewed.
I love you all so so much. I hope you're all safe and happy and enduring well.
LOVE YOU!
Mahal Kita!
Sister Mosher