This is it. I've been thinking about what I'd like to say in my last email home, as a full-time servant of the Lord, and there are so many things I could say.. Maybe I just cant find the words to sum up these past 18 months.
Happy
Hard
Tiring
Fulfilling
Amazing
Fun
Scary
Adventure
I could use so many words, but I can't find a nice combination of words that will give a sufficient description of what missionary life is like- unless you've served, then you know what I mean.
I was told once before I left, that missions are 98% hard work, homesickness, pain, sorrow, discouragement, and fatigue; and that 2% of it is pure joy.
Maybe I got lucky- I feel that the 2% should be up there around 49% because of where I was able to serve. I got to serve in this AMAZING country. Sure some missions get cars and iPads, and air-conditioned houses, and carpet, and couches, and washing machines. And maybe I had to live in 100 degree weather in the Summer, with nothing but an electric fan to keep us cool. (That's rough) Maybe I showered with a cold bucket of water for 18 months and I may have creepy scars on my hands from hand washing all my clothes. We got to fight off flying cockroaches and man-eating-- wait okay. maybe not man-eating, but they were the size of my hand, so.. spiders.
Maybe living conditions weren't ideal. But I would never trade that for the world because all of that dills drastically once you get out and embrace the culture and people of the Philippines- their cheesy jokes and all.
Although some of the people may not have much, if anything at all, they are the most amazing and humble people you will ever meet. The minute you walk out the front door, everyone is your best friend. My favorite were the kiddos. The kids will swarm you and in their best English, they will ask questions like, "What's your name?" "Where do you live?" and when you answer them back in Tagalog- their language, they go nuts! They're so excited that a "white person speaks Tagalog"
Filipinos are my FAVORITE PEOPLE. I've seen things in the Philippines that I've never seen in Utah. Big families living in houses the size of a small room with not even a place to use the restroom. I've seen kids with parasites that stunt their growth, and give them rashes. Some of the things I've seen here have humbled me to TEARS.
Yet I've never met a happier group of people, a more faithful group of people. They are people who trust God. Who love their Savior, no matter what trials they're battling.
This is such a BEAUTIFUL country, and I feel like the LUCKIEST girl to have been able to experience life here in the Philippines <3 My heart ACHES at the thought of leaving it behind :( I've been lucky enough to have had the privilege of helping the Savior bring in His sheep, and that makes the 2% of PURE JOY absolutely and entirely worth it. I'm SO happy. :)
I've given my all, and despite my weaknesses- and there are many- God has given me angels. I'm humbled to tears at that. I feel a little like Ammon in The Book of Mormon when he praises God for all the good that He is, when he says,
"I do not boast in my own strength, nor in my own wisdom; but behold,my joy is full, yea, my heart is brim with joy... I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak, therefore I will not boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for in His strength, I can do all things." (Alma 26:11-12)
I love our Father in Heaven for placing me here, in the beautiful islands of the Philippines. For allowing me to really struggle for a time, so that I can find strength. In short, I am happy. I have no regrets, "for now I am ready to be offered, and the time of my departure is at hand. I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith." (2 Timothy 4:6-7)
Sobrang gusto ko dito sa Pinas. Nagpapasalamat ako so iyo lahat sa support nyo po sa akin. Kahit mensan, mahirap ang mission, ang saya nya. Mahal ko ang Diyos, at alam ko na an jan po Siya para sa atin lahat. Mahal niya tayo.
Ang Simbahan ni JesuCristo ng Mga Banal Sa Mga Huling Araw ay yung Simbahan ni JesuCrist dito mismo sa mundo ngyon. Nagpapasalamat ako sa isang lalaki na bata. Dahil nalito siya, nagtanong po siya sa Diyos kung anong Simbahan dito ay totoo. Dahil jan,. naging propeta po siya at ipanunumbalik nya ang Simbahan. I'm so happy for that.
I love you all.
I'll see you this week.
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Mahal Kita!
Sister Mosher
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